I firmly believe the biggest and best opportunities often come around when we're not looking for them.
I'm also truly at odds with myself here; as a planner by nature, it is tough to not think and hope and plan for what could happen. I am telling myself to be done with the searching my heart can't seem to stop, the reasons being twofold: The more I search for what's next, the more discontent I find myself, and, admittedly, also because a part of me wants so badly to be there that I think not worrying about it might get us there more quickly.
I don't want to wish my life away waiting for the mean time to pass. I don't want the next 20-or-so weeks of just Aaron and I to pass too quickly. I want to savor all of the time we have now, but I still can't keep myself from the next steps.
Do you do the same thing?